hola. me llamo maegan. just kidding this wont all be in spanish. lol. anywayssss. i'm 18. strong christian :). i'm a dancer and i love it.laughing, smiling, and having a good time is always on my agenda. im complicated, but not hard to figure out. i'm optimistic most of the time and you'll rarely hear me complain and mean it. i'm a very humble person, if only people heard my thoughts. :)
and this is where i write all that's on my mind. when it's not appropriate to say out loud lol

 

I had a weird dream last night lol
It involved someone getting married which is irrelevant but it was taking place during football season. And it made me sad because I miss it already :/ but I had to become a has been someday right? lol

Which brings me to you. Yes you who annoys me tremendously who although you say I gave you a great first semester of senior year, you gave me a crappy and regretful one. It’s been on my mind a lot and it only angers me because I wish I wouldn’t have done any of it, and I mean any. I should’ve stayed where i was when I stopped it but is was stupid and made the first mistake and went back. It just showed me I should listen to my best friends lol but I read the novel long message you sent me after everything and it was so… Bleh and annoying. I don’t know how I read through it because I was just thinking “shut up”. You just said so much and I don’t know why I did any of it. I regret it. I never wanted to regret anything but you, you made me regret you. and as much as I say it was real, I don’t think it was on my part. I was just playing the part of girlfriend and hey at least I played it well. Lol I’m terrible… I just know that’s not me. I wanted attention and I got. I’m sorry? Lolo

I feel lame still talking about it and I sound so bitter. But it’s what’s in my head and ehh I’ll be as annoyed as I want to be cause I can be.

And thank you for never letting me be able to listen to I won’t give up or crazy girl without being reminded of you -__- ugh.

And my rant it over now. Haha I wonder what You’d say to allot this. Naught not really lol have fun never seeing me again :)

-the girl who’s just annoyed beyond belief.. And wants the memories gone, because she has new ones to make :)

Tom Hiddleston eating chocolate seconds before the interview starts.

I love him as a villain :)

itsmaryxox:

nooooow i understand how you’ve never had a girlfriend before. 

iamladyhope:

more celebrities should donate blood like could you imagine having the blood of meryl streep running through your veins

Just a tad.

I wish I had a boyfriend but to have him when it’s that time of the month lol cause I’m a wreck :p or a roller coaster of emotions. I don’t know how Tom put up with me lol why lie? Butttt that I do miss. Just having someone there.


And now I’m over it :p lol

It’s weird, it’s been a year :o haha and next year it’ll be two. And then? Lol nothing special, it was a thing and mess up of the past lol over it all :)

Goodnight!

-the girl who isn’t enjoying the whole “monthly gift” thing.

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here-comes-the-love:

I fail, constantly. I fail God all the time. But what’s important is that I remember God forgives me and I get back up. I can’t turn my back on God because I’ve failed.

I do that, I definitely do. A lot of the time I don’t feel worthy enough to go ask for forgiveness. However, the truth is that…